George Peter Dunmore

Our tiny precious angel...George Peter Dunmore...xxxxx
Born asleep on Monday 11th July 2005, 22 weeks into the pregnancy.
A beautiful baby son and brother.

George, you had a precious angel join you on the Sunday 16th July 2006, Baby Dunmore (9weeks into
pregnancy)

George, another angel that we so desperatly wanted joined you and Baby Dunmore on the Monday 18th
February 2008 (5 weeks into pregnancy)

Play safe in the garden of Heaven my precious angels. Look after each other. XXXXX

HERE IS THE STORY OF BABY GEORGE xxxxxxx
We were so excited that we were expecting you,my bump grew quickly, I felt fine,then one summer
sunday afternoon......
My world fell apart when I was told there was no heartbeat. I thought something was wrong, that is
why I took myself off to hospital. I had not felt the movements that I was used to. Then...BANG,
told that you had died. I was told this heartbreaking news in front of your sister Eleanor who was 3
at the time and your brother Harry who was 18 months.Their little faces watching me dissolve into a
heap, they did not understand what was happening. Daddy sat there open mouthed, it did not sink in
and he asked me to tell him again. My world just crashed around my feet. Eleanor knew you were in
my tummy and kept asking why you did not come home with us. That Sunday night I could not think
straight, I was numb. We went into hospital the next day to have labour induced,down the end of the
labour ward, into a lovely suite to give birth, the thing that hit me was that there was no cot in
there,no see through plastic cot. That was when the news started to sink in....my baby had died.
George, you were born at 21.40. A beautiful, perfect tiny baby...10 tiny fingers, 10 teeny toes.
Our own precious tiny angel. We held you close for ages.....it all seems like it was yesterday, can
remember every fine detail.
You lay in my arms, peacefully asleep..tiny nose, lips and ears. Your eyes closed....fast asleep
with all the other little angels.
We had you blessed by the hospital chaplain in the early hours of sunday 12th july. It was heart
breaking. My midwife was sobbing her heart out next to me, it did not seem real.
We bought a plot for you, at the cemetery, you were buried on friday 22nd July 2005 at 10am. A
really hard day..... watching a tiny white coffin with my baby in being lowered into the ground.
Myself and Daddy put a rose from our garden on top of your coffin before you were buried, a piece of
our lives that you will never get to see.
I was told to take it easy and rest, but I didn't take any notice. I was on steps cleaning windows
the day after having you, I was doing anything and everything to keep my mind occupied so I did not
have to think. But a week and a half after having you I had an horrendouus bleed which scared me so
much. I then decided I had to take it easy...I had just had a baby, even though there was nothing to
show anyone.
We will never forget you, sleep tight. x
Myself, Daddy, Eleanor and Harry visit you every week, to light you a candle and to check your
flowers. You will forever be in our hearts little one. xxxxxx ~i~




I wrote this poem for you George on your first birthday and placed it in a card on your headstone.

Although it has been one whole year
I still can't help but shed a tear
You became our ANGEL high in the sky
So cruel and unfair it makes me cry
I felt you move inside of me
Which was so special you see
These past twelve months have been so tough
Feeling low, sad, depressed and downright rough
Some people have said "it's been a while"
But it breaks my heart never to see your smile
Eleanor, Harry, Daddy or me
Who would you look like now? We never got to see
We held you close and so tight
On that sad summer night
Ten tiny fingers, ten teeny toes
Why did you have to go? Nobody knows
I placed a kiss upon your nose
And from our garden gave you a rose
The rose I placed upon your chest
So with you it stayed when you were laid to rest
Our beautiful tiny baby boy
You would have filled us with so much joy
So happy first birthday little one
Our tiny precious baby son
xxxx



Thursday 21st December 2006...
We named a star baby George today,
High in the sky, near the milky way.
It twinkles and shines in the sky,
As I gaze and look above so high.
Why were you taken to be an angel?
If you know little one....then please tell.
This is a hard time of year,
For me to be merry and full of cheer.
But I know you will have fun with the angels above,
Peacefully floating like a beautiful white dove.
Just wanted to tell you about your star,
Baby George our angel.....wherever you are. xxxx



A tiny baby born fast asleep,
A precious angel we never got to keep.
Although not here for us to see,
George is deep in our hearts for eternity.
Our baby was perfect in every way,
Just wish he was here with us to stay.
Our thoughts are with George....we will never forget,
Our beautiful angel baby son that we met. XXXXx


YOUR TINY LITTLE FOOTPRINTS
YOUR TINY LITTLE TOES
YOUR TINY LITTLE FINGERS
YOUR TINY LITTLE NOSE
HAVE LEFT A HUGE IMPRESSION
AS EVERYBODY KNOWS


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I NEVER GOT TO HEAR YOU CRY
I ONLY GOT TO SAY GOODBYE
I LONG TO HOLD YOU CLOSE TO ME
BUT I KNOW THAT WILL NEVER BE
I HELD AN ANGEL CLOSE TO MY HEART
KNOWING THAT IT WAS TOO SOON TO PART
MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL GO ON AND ON
MY TINY PRECIOUS BABY SON



I AM SO SORRY MUMMY I COULD NOT STAY
I DID NOT MEAN TO GO AWAY
I WAS TAKEN TO HEAVEN ON FLUFFY WHITE CLOUDS
STAYING WITH YOU WAS JUST NOT ALLOWED
GOD NEEDED AN ANGEL SO TINY AND PURE
AN ANGEL SO PRECIOUS FOR ALL TO ADORE
GUIDED HIGH TO THE SKY UP ABOVE
TO A PLACE FULL OF ANGELS TO SHARE ALL THEIR LOVE
THIS IS MY SPECIAL HEAVENLY HOME
PLEASE DONT WORRY...I AM NOT ALONE
I KNOW I AM SO FAR AWAY
BUT WE WILL MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY
SO MUMMY TRY NOT TO CRY
ITS NOT THE LAST TIME WE WILL SAY BYE BYE
I KNOW THAT YOU THINK OF ME EVERYDAY
IN A VERY SPECIAL WAY
SO PLEASE ENJOY LIFE FOR MANY MANY YEARS
AND TRY SO HARD TO EASE YOUR TEARS
I LOVE YOU MUMMY HONEST I DO
I WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN HERE IF IT WAS NOT FOR YOU.



I STILL FEEL SO QUILTY YOU FELL FAST ASLEEP
INSIDE ME YOU WERE BUT SLEEPING SO DEEP
DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?
WORDS FILL MY HEAD LIKE A SONG
HAD I LIFTED SOMETHING HEAVY OR ATE SOMETHING BAD?
I WAS TOLD IT WAS NOT ME SO SHOULD BE GLAD
BUT I DO BLAME MYSELF FOR YOU GOING AWAY
I SHOULD HAVE PROTECTED YOU IN EVERY WAY
SOMETHING HAPPENED...SOMETHING SO BAD
DEVESTATING NEWS THAT HAS LEFT ME SO SAD
I WAS TOLD "THERE IS NO HEARTBEAT...YOUR BABY HAS DIED"
I STARED AT THE SCAN AND JUST CRIED AND CRIED
JUST SO CRUEL WICKED AND SAD
AM I SO EVIL...AM I THAT BAD?
DID I DESERVE THIS? I STILL SIT AND THINK
IT IS A LOSS SO DEEP IT MAKES MY HEART SINK
I MUST TRY TO STOP BLAMING MYSELF LITTLE ONE
I AM SO SO SORRY MY BABY SON



GEORGE YOUR SPECIAL DAY IS HERE
A DAY I CANT FORGET
SILENTLY I SHED A TEAR
THINKING OF WHEN WE MET
OUR TINY AND PERFECT LITTLE BOY
WHO MADE MY HEART MELT
YOU WOULD HAVE FILLED US WITH SO MUCH JOY
INSTEAD SADDNESS AND HEARTBREAK WAS FELT
ITS YOUR ANNIVERSARY AND BIRTHDAY
ALL ROLLED INTO ONE
THIS WISH FOR YOU IS JUST TO SAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR PRECIOUS SON.


I have written this for George. 11th july 2009....4 years old today.

It still hurts me so very deep
The day my angel was born fast asleep
This year George would have started school
I feel life is unfair and cruel
It seems like only yesterday
That George grew his wings and flew far away
My baby George is now a big boy 4
And in our hearts forever more
Still a baby in my eyes
But as I look into the skies
I realise George is now a boy
Our boy that would have bought such joy
A Grandson, Brother, Nephew and Son
George will always be our precious one.


FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS BABY GEORGE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX